Those three little words are not the easiest to say,
buut I know that i'll feel them at the end one day.
Right now you look at me in a way I thought you wouldn't.
Now that it's over, i know there's a reason why we shouldn't.
All the fights, accusations, and sleepless nights,
they made me reach for things at such great heights.
I feel a heavy weight being lifted off my shoulders,
but I hope that doesn't make you want to jump off any boulders.
We both made promises that are never plausible to keeps,
and I never wanted to, but I know all you do is weep.
We tried and failed, there was nothing more to do.
Even though you may think I'm out with God knows who.
You thought everything you were fighting for was on a one-way street,
but you never noticed what I would go down there to meet.
The blame was put on everyone but yourself,
and now you're lying back, like a doll on a lifeless shelf.
I could only go so far before there was nothing left to mend.
Once I saw what we'd been though, my heart I could no longer lend.
Goodbyes was the only way to figure out for sure
that I could be much happier when you were here no more.
Another showed me how to feel, what it's like to have some fun.
We talked and joked, because of you we cried out in the sun.
You thought we were more, which is why our story ended.
I proved you right, after the fact, and our bodied decided, they blended.
Be happy with this choice, pretend it's all you ever wanted,
and remove me from your memories, I don't want them to be haunted.
written 4/2/10